Had to work again today, but what else is new for me on a Saturday. After work I went over Trina’s house. We just sat around and chatted, like we always do. I mainly remember playing on the pc being weirdos on myspace and facebook. Around ten her friend called us up and wanted to see if we wanted to hangout. They wanted to go to Club Hell. Now I don’t do the club scene, at all, but it beat sitting at home. Especailly the night before my birthday. I still find it funny I agreed to that idea, I must have really not want to sit at home. It was almost my birthday so :) We got all dolled up and drove to Hell. That was funny, me trying to find club wear for Hip Hop Night. I ended up in a off the shoulder black top, Misfits hoodie, skinny jeans, and red chucks. Fancy. We got there as soon as midnight struck. At first I was really awkward. It took me about half and hour to loosen up. I just said fuck it and started dancing with her friend. When I was dancing I just got lost in my own world. Oddly, lost in the music to to say. It was a good time. Once the club closed we went to Nick’s Hotdogs, where Trina got me a hotdog and fries. So goood. I was so hungry, it was as if I never saw food before. We just ended up going straight home after that because we were so beat, where I crashed on her couch.
Facebook Status: Renee is playing gin, drinking juice with Trina. Laid back.
Aw, man I wish I truely remember this. I vaguely recall playing cards, and drinking juice as if we’re badass bitches.
*My Over All Thoughts: I remember seeing Trina at least 3-4 tiems a week. Once again need to get back in to that habit. We could be doing nothing but watching tv and I was content. As you can see from my FB status we were playing cards like old ladies. I guess that’s why when her friend called to go out were we all excited. I was hensistant about meeting new people and going to a club, but I wanted something new. I mainly remember dancing my ass off, and dancing on her ex boyfriend’s friends, all up in his business! I didn’t not care about anything but dancing and having a good time. Which it was. I wished it wasn’t so late nor the fact I was exhauted. I was having fun and didnt want to call it a night. I crashed as soon as we got home, sucks though that couch was not at all comforable. I never went back to Club Hell after that night. No negitve reason why, just didnt. Club Hell is now closed so I’ll never be going back, who knows if I’ll ever hit up another club up….
Typical Friday worked five to close always with my biffle, Shaun. *sigh* I miss Shaun and Hot Topic, Swansea. It was my home away from home! I was feeling really good so I got really dolled up today. Makeup and hair to perfection. Cute top, nice jeans and heels, yes heels. The days when I had all the time in the world to get sassy. It was quite funny that I got so dolled up because unknowningly, an ex of mine was at work when I showed up. Jaw dropping, that was his reaction. He looked me up and down and said “Wow, you look really good”. Psh, missing this now, are we? OH YEAH BEST FEELING EVER! He told me he lost my number and wanted it again, of course. Stupidly I gave him it. We chatted for a min or two and he had to go. Shaun and I laughed about it later, he high fived me for looking so good and sticking it to the ex, so to say. *high fives all around* We also talked about one of his friends I should start talking to. I knew of him and thought he was adorable. Normally I’m not one to make first contact with someone, but I messaged him anyways. I just waited for a reply. After work Trina invited me to a little get together at her house. UGH, another person I miss greatly. It was pretty tame. At the party my ex I saw earlier texted me and wanted me to give him a ride home. lol@that. AGAIN LOL@THAT! Right we don’t talk in forever you get my number today and you want a ride? Not even asked me to hang out, just a ride. OH and PS: Reason he couldnt hang out was because he wanted a ride home so he could see his girlfriend! I denied that. I was too busy trying to get ahold of my other friend who was suppost to come hang out with me but was not responding at all. I started to worried. Also while I was there the boy I messaged wrote be back. I was so awkward as always. We messaged back and forth for a few hours and in the end I got his number! Score. This was a waste of a few months. I was still worried about my friend who had yet to respond. He’s always quick to reply back to me. The party started to die down so I called it a night. On my way home my friend finally replied after four hours of me trying to get ahold of him. I wasn’t mad just glad he was okay. I forgot why he didnt respond, unsure if he fell asleep, was playing xbox, or was at the bar, either way, wasn’t worth it. He ended up coming over to hang out. I’d have to say tonight was a good night: showing off to the ex, partying with my girl, and my boy, and finally getting the cute boy’s number who I have been adoring for a month or so now. It was pretty effn great!
*My Over All Thoughts: I remember this day pretty well. I remember walking into work. From first walking in I could only see Shaun, and that he was talking to someone. Once I walked past the front fixtures I saw my ex. My heart dropped, but I kept walking tall because I. looked. SO GOOD! That was the great highlight of this day. After reading this again I’m still giddy that I saw my ex and got to show off my awesomeness, I’m proud of myself for being cold to him as well. Also makes me miss my best friend, Trina. I really need to get back in touch with her. Life isn’t the same without her. Finally I laugh greatly at the end result of chasing after the cute boy for months, dead end road car crash is all I can say. Pffttt.
So I’ve been toying around with the idea of starting this back up. The only thing was I couldn’t settle on a date. I was planning on New Years day, but then I spaced out. More and more days starting passing. I told myself, this day, this day, etc etc. So what better time than now! I hate that I forgot about this because I really wanted to be able to look back on the weeks, months, and years past and be able to see what was going on in my life. Since I have the worse memory ever, and it just seems to be getting worse.
I guess I don’t use this as everyone else does, which I’m okay with. I have a lot of neat ideas that I wanna do for this blog. For example the first words out of my mouth every day are always so random and odd, so I wanna keep track of that. Yeah, I’m odd. Also I wanna look back at my older entries from 1-2 years ago and dissect them. What are my thoughts on what happened then, now, and how things are different. I will still be entering in my daily stories and adventures. I have other ideas that I may try out. I’m just excited to get back in to this. The bigger and better documentation my life, and myself.
*Renee
I was thinking the best way to recap my old entries. I was thinking just to say blah blah blah…this time ::insert X amount of time:: ago blah blah blah, but I don’t care for that. So I’m just going copy/cut/paste them into a new entry. I will read it, then do recap at the end. It may get a bit lengthy at time but worth it to me. I may add some of my random two-cent through the entry in bold if their worthy enough. Here goes nothing….except a roller coaster ride down memory lane…
Today I slept until about twelve. I wish I would have slept later. Since I was up early I decided to edit all the pictures, videos and music on my pc. I was at max capticy. I spend about three to four hours working on it. SO WEIRD! I just did the same thing yesterday. Must be an internal thing. Yearly PC clean up. Then Tashsa messaged me to go hang out. Of course we went to our favorite hot spot Dollah Churchh. Oh, Tasha, how dearly I miss you and Dollah Churchh. :’( I love just looking at all the random things. Tasha always goes to town on that place. I only bought a black lace top. Which I never wore, good thing it was a dollar. It’s addicting when everything’s a dollar. We haded back to her house where she made english muffin pizza and gave me a juice box. I adored our random meals. Soon after I just headed back home, just to go back to deleting things off my pc. I did double my free space. I also used Chatroulette for the first time. Oh my. OH MY INDEED! Until tomorrow, night!
*My Over All Thoughts: I miss having a lot more time off than I do now. Two days a week isn’t cutting it. I truely miss Tasha, a lot. I would love to reconnect with her. I miss going to Dollah Church, our four hour thrifting sessions, talking non stop about our lives and each other, fun random meals we would make, tea time, and cleaning her room, yes cleaning, because we laughed and bonded while doing so. I hurts my heart at times that we drifted as far as we did. *sigh* Yeah so….chatroulette, interesting piece of work that is. I dont have much to say about that now except that was my first and will be my only time using it. Here’s the link if you would like to recap on what happened.http://reneemisfit.tumblr.com/post/360681881/chatroulette
Be careful who you open up to. Only a few people actually care, the rest are just curious
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I’m finally letting go of my past to make room for the future
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